my journey in recovery from a seemingly hopeless state of mind and body
Friday, May 16, 2014
2 months cigarette free and the girl sulks
If I'm not mistaken, its been 2 months smoke free.
It feels like some of the newness has worn off......it feels like I can no longer use "quitting smoking" as a justification for a moment of foot-stomping-foul-mouthed meltdown.
Being a non-smoker is not exciting anymore.
It feels like nobody is congratulating me anymore, like nobody even notices....like its just a given, I am now a non-smoker, so get on with it.
LOL, I remember hearing in a 12 step group that addicts are the only people on the earth that want a cake/party/parade for doing what non-addicts do every day without complaint.
I find some truth in that.......sadly.
Im going to have a pity party for a bit......well, until someone crashes it. And they always do.
Thank God.
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